| Bish :D |
[Nov. 23rd, 2009|09:49 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
i found out that to block other people's problems out of my head and to just think about my own life for a change, really lifts off a burden that's been weighing me down. of course it doesnt mean that im gonna become ignorant of other ppl's cry for help, im just gonna try to settle my ownself first so that i'd have a clear mind to be able to be of help to others. (: im not as depress about the vampire looking guy anymore. im actually starting to forget how he looks like so thats a good thing. haha i dont want to live life feeling miserable. and thank you yaomin! heehee you were right about how the feeling will go away(: Good thing too! haha love you many many! go out soon kay!! must hor!
so okay i havent posted for 1 week haha feels weird to post now. hahaha hellooooo! okay just testing. okay lame. imma go read my VAMPIRE book now(: heehee i finally got it today! volume 3 & 4 here i come! oh and thank you chleo for accompanying me to kino hahaha and cheer up kay! love you<3
maria should be ending work soon! haha bet she hungry or something now hahahahaha!
okay ciao lovelyssss!
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| Im sorry |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|12:25 pm] |
I was just really angry.
It felt good to let out though(:
okay im hungry!!!! & idk what to eat!! grrr i veh lazy to go compass and buy:/
kk i shall go think first what to eat now.
Later~
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| Parents ~ LABEL:/ |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:30 pm] |
I love them.
I hate them.
Because th only way of love i receive from them, is through materialistic things
& without that i cant see other ways in which they show that they love me.
Sometimes i wonder if you really think you guys are good parents
Cause from my pov you guys suck big time! & you both are cruel inside
but you're too arrogant & self - indulging to notice.
Hate's a very strong word but you know what? to me all words have equal values. just like people & things. And they should be treated equally. Im not a communist & i know that the world isnt fair. But really somethings are really too much. And one day, you both will regret everything that you do. you know why? its cause you have lost, 22, 20 & soon you'll lose 15.
So really you'd better pray for god to give you his graces cause you guys need it, badly!
fuck it, imma go watch skins and do my stuff now.
ciao
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| OMG LIZARD ALERT! |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|10:14 pm] |
Had a hell lot of crazyness when we got back from lit class today. there was like a fucking gross lizard in my room & that led to chels, maria, humin & me screaming our heads off! hahaha maria killed the lizard & blood came out. gross much!!!! hahaha but we got the lizard out and floor cleaned in the end so imma forget the whole memory so that i dont get nightmares tonight. haha and chelsea is mean! she said that cause the lizard was killed in my room, it would come back in the middle of the night to haunt me:( now i scared! kk enough bout that! hahaha VIWAWA IS FUN AND I'M ADDICTED IT!!! heehee thanks to apple & jolene!! hahaha stupid big 2.5! HAHAHAHA i play nonstop can aiyo until become taiti addict! oh wells heehee but its a good thing too haha i can go train my taiti skills!!! LAME haha kk anyway i wanna say...
thanks to all my friends for everything(: i really love you guys! i mean it! and im saying this now cause i scared i dont get the chance to. haha cause of maria and her stories of jap shows that she watch haha all the sad sad ones:( hahahaha oh wells.
Oh and idk i just dont feel that much excited for confirmation anymore. its like im scared we'll never see each other again:( i'll miss you guys like crap can! each and every single one of you although i dont really know you but you are part of cpl3 and because of that i had an amazing cathechism journey with all of you. some i've known since probably nursery & some from since p3, p5 , sec1, sec2 or even in sec 3 like audrey heehee you guys are awesome kay(: wouldnt trade you for another batch or cohort or whatever. okay imma end here(: rmb i love you guys. ciao^^
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| My humps playing on my itunes ~ |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|04:40 pm] |
hahaha omg i just wondered whether anyone really uses WMP for all their songs all heehee^^ very few i bet.
Oh yes okay even if you wont see this,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!!!
hahaha dont come post for model shoot all now kay!
okay i needa get ready for his birthday dinner now.
ciao love
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| your words slide through my heart(: |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|03:01 pm] |
hello bf i love you!
hello my PGFL! (preety gal for life) heehee I love you too!
  HAHAHHAAHHAHAHA I love this two Crazy bafoons! the one on the left is a baboon already! Okay imma go watch my shows now. and im starting to find JM hot again OMG HAHAHA maria sure like this one!!! okay i ate so much for lunch today. Cannot eat so much for dinner. hmm but the food looks good lei hahaha okay wtv my friends, i must be good girl. Oh and i just painted my nails red AGAIN cause the previous one came out. okay okay so i have one book to read and a long story from my lit text to read too. a chem paper to fill out to not lag behind in class though im going to skip again haha wth. going on a cruise yeah and two whole days of shopping with my mum. how awesome is that! imma get whatever i like hahahaha okay i needa get busy now and build my cupboard hahaha ciao
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| Photos tmr~ |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:06 pm] |
I hope ti be able to go home straight after elective cause i've been out late for two days straight and have not been having much sleep due to my reckless fandom self(: hahaha which reminds me! i want to get my kat tun photobook!!! OMG and more magazines on Hyun joong omg!!!
I hope my parents allow me to go for classes. yes i do want to study for real. maria will be there too so it wont ever be boring with her around hahaha.
And i plan on getting a job cause like i hate asking my parents for money:( okay whatever. enough said.
So so im very tired. i feel like sleeping now but i want to fangirl right now!
okay bye.
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|08:50 pm] |
| [ | Feelings at the moment |
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| [ | Music to my ears |
| | KAT TUN rescue^^ | ] |
I dont know what to do.
I'd give you up for them.
Cause they are the ones that i trust and love.
Im sorry.
no one please ask about this.
I just need to say it out. To make it real.
Okay anyway so today was an amazing day(:
Loved the company.
And i love how things just fall into place.
& how i can put my trust in you god(:
Thank you.
HAHAHA wha today slept for two periods straight!!! OMG SO SHIOK! heehee and btw whose going for the halloween event at safari hahaha
EH EH i scared some cheetah jump out and kill us like what happened last time hahaha i dont want halloween to my death date sorry.
HAHA i dont want to roam the earth as a spirit though i think its pretty cool to be the ghost and not the victim hahahaha okay lame:/
HAHA bai bai^^
KAMENASHI KAZUYA IS FUCKING HOTT!!! AKANISHI JIN TOO OMG!!! and people that dont have anything nice to say bout jin back off!!!!! HAHAHHAHHAAHHA dont hurt my feelings kay hahaha
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| today started out a bad day:( |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|09:54 pm] |
| [ | Feelings at the moment |
| |  without alcohol^^ | ] |
first, went to the swimming pool with maria to meet natasha.
went to swim but got chased away by stupid lifeguards cause they dont allow sports bras.
so maria raced home with natasha and me tagging slowly at the back to get her swimming costume haha.
only had 10 mins grace out of the complex or else had to pay to go in again:(
so got back in 5 mins late but lucky they let us off so good thing for that.
then went swimming. went down one slide, then trouble started again:( fucking lifeguards know! i wish they get leg cramp and drown hahaha okay i feel so mean. anyway so they told me and natasha cannot wear "sports bra" as they so claimed it to be:P so went other side hoping to just relax in the pull only but no they had walkie talkie all and were also watching us! Stupid gross perverts especially one of the aunties that stopped us! still can come show us her bra all say she's a lady herself so she can tell the diff between bras omg my ass la. can seriously go fuck herself and die:(
so in the end we end up just sitting around, slacking and all, talking about the most insane things with natasha's dad hahaha hilarious man! cant believe we were actually talking about those embarrasing stuff to a guy hahaha okay but he was really open minded guy so thats a good thing(:
afterwards maria and i went home to drop our bikes off and change. natasha followed me. headed to vivo though we were tired but was damn fun anyway. had dinner under moonlight(: so romantic!!! hahaha though we were practically the only group of friends under the moonlight having long john silver on the steps haha everyone else was like couples omg haha okay but the view plus weather plus company was awesome(: so CHERRIOS for that! played ACES game too! HAHAHA funny answers sia. UNBELIEVABLE ONES HAHHAHAHA. people that were used ~ apple, chleo, maria, natasha, hui min, natalie, belle and me. HAHAHA(: heehee oh and i have no either but we were laughing so much when we were on the way to the toilet and mrt after eating, but i know it was hell hilarious! haha All i can rmb about that part was me saying to maria FATTY FATTY BOM BOM TODAY CANNOT GO HOME HAHAHAHAHHA so yeah i guess it was much funnier then haha. hmmm OH OH on the train home was even better HAHAAHHA awesome TTM!!! HAHA 3 angmos came to talk to us hahaha funny much la 2 girls and 1 guy haha one of the girls was talking in a weird accent and making fun of the way singaporeans talk HAHA What sponge cake and drinking tiger beer on a motorcycle all HAHAHA FUNNY HELL! omg Laughed till i teared like crazy haha and everytime i laugh natasha laugh and when natasha laugh maria laugh HELL FUNNY! the other guy and girl was trying to shut her up cause they were extremely loud haha and everyone was starring at the 6 of us can haha embarrasing but hell cool! HAHAH omg i love today man i wish everyday were like today! HAHA hmm 2 photos with maria^^ I WANTTT!!! HAHAH rmb charge kay and i rmb to ask my bro for my camera too(:
OKAY yacht club tmr with natasha and maria(: !!!!
Cant wait ~ zipper dee doos, i hope the merry go rounds will come again tmr!!! HAHAHAHA okay i talking nonsense haha boobye!
kisses & hugs...... MY BOLSTER!!!!! HAHAHA okay kidding! omg i feel high hahaha okay i better go now. BYE BYE!
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|09:36 pm] |
| [ | Feelings at the moment |
| |  crazy | ] |
words are just words when you dont mean a thing.
Lara croft ~ angelina jolie = HOT!
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